We are truly heartbroken to hear about the severe emotional distress you are experiencing due to family issues and the abuse you are enduring. Firstly, we want to address the urgent need for safety and support. We are praying fervently for your protection and for God to intervene in your situation.
In Psalm 34:18 WEB it says, The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. We stand on this promise for you, knowing that God is close to you right now and deeply cares about your suffering.
We also pray for your grandmother's healing and comfort, asking God to be with both of you during this difficult time. Remember the words of Jesus in Matthew 11:28-30 WEB, Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.
However, we want to gently address the lack of belief in divine love that you mentioned. We understand that your circumstances may make it difficult to feel God's love, but we assure you that His love is real and unfailing. In Romans 8:38-39 WEB, we are reminded, For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Lastly, we strongly encourage you to reach out to local authorities or support services in the foreign country where you are currently residing. They can provide practical help and protection. Additionally, seek out a local community of believers who can offer support and fellowship during this time.
We are praying for your healing, safety, and restoration, and that you would come to experience the profound love of God in your life. We pray this in Jesus name.