oab1966
Disciple of Prayer
I sent you a message where I said that I and my wife to be divorced completely. We have been separated for a year, but I did move back home in May this year. When I was thrown out the first time, it was because of my strong aggression. When I turned wholeheartedly to God and sought help, I was healed from this major problem and my wife took me home and has since not been angry. After I got home, it took a month when I became more and more indifferent to God. I described her after a few weeks of mental imbalance, she got blackout November 11 and threw me out. That's how we all suspect that she may have mental illness. She is not herself now, but full of hatred, resentment, contempt and aggression towards me and her friends right now. Moreover, she is full of self-loathing and can not love herself when she's pissed off at everyone. God will meet her with love and healing. I've now realized for myself that I would live close to God all the time and struggling now with strong self-blame. I've turned wholeheartedly to God again and really understood how important it is to keep me close to Him. Tomorrow is the last day to cancel the divorce November 21, but the treatment time will take three weeks to come before the divorce judgment, it is possible she may appeal it over and the judgment will be canceled. She must meet the love of God and be free from anything that bothers her. We have three children who are suffering and in pain. Pray that she have to meet God's love and healing power of her mind. Pray that I may find peace and really trust God. Pray also for the kids.
