Brokenhearted2
Prayer Partner
About 2 years ago my life was all messed up. I suffer from anxiety and bipolar. I met this wonderful lady at a party. It's like God sent her to me. We became best of friends. She helped me a lot. Just recently my anxiety levels must've been high that I started to push her away. My friend has always been there for me and here I was pushing her away, ignoring her and at times making excuses. She would question me why I was distant and that would make me upset. She should've been the one upset not me because she helped me a lot. She would text me to see how I was doing and I would not respond. Some of my friends were jealous of my relationship with her. We were like 2 peas in a pod. I know that she was put in my life for several reasons. I have not heard from her in about a month and I miss her so much. I realize what I did wrong and I want her back in my life because we both need each other. They say men don't cry, but I have cried because I know I messed up and I know God sees everything we do and how we treat people. God says that if we hurt or offend someone, we should reconcile immediately. I messed up and I hope she comes back to my life.