Testimony
Servant of All
Abba, thank You for today, Lord I specially thank You for growing in Your Spirit, for learning more about You and for making me feel at peace, I really notice now that Your Holy Spirit is inside me because He makes me feel peace even when times are hard... Lord You have spoken and I believe in Your word, Abba, it is evident that Sarah has pretty much lost it right now, having not spoken with me for even this short time obviously has its effect on her and Lord I really don't think she means such hateful things, I actually think she aches inside and is too proud to admit it, to ask for me to take her back, Lord, I don't know how much longer You want me to wait but I trust You fully... Abba I do fear something, I want to think she says it only to drive me away but I really am concerned if she is in fact pregnant, even though a child is a blessing You know she never wanted one, specially at such a young age, and Father this certainly conflicts me, it is the only thing that clearly makes me shiver, Lord I want to declare in Jesus' name that she is not pregnant, I really want that, please Lord she is too young and proud to fix things, Abba, please bless us both with children but not now, specially since she cheated on me, Lord, I don't really get into much detail in prayers here but I do want to point out what I pray for specifically... Father, I pray that Sarah is not pregnant specially since it would be the product of her cheating, and I also pray that every word of anger and hate she casts at me only tugs her heart... Lord I believe in Your promise no matter what and I do believe this is the enemy trying to desperately getting a hold of me but I delight myself in You Father knowing the enemy will never win, he has already been defeated... in Jesus' name I declare that You put repent in Sarah's heart, Lord I declare in Jesus' Holy name that You demolish her pride Father, I know her insults are only her way to deny the fact that she misses me and wants me. please Abba open her eyes and speak to me Father, I know You will speak to me. in Jesus' Holy name, Amen
