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Arie
Guest
I suffer from trauma's, which broke my personality. A part of me is feminine
(although I'm not gay), there's always a helpless little "girl" on the inside, so to say.
As a result of that I experience much fear and pressure, and got addcted
to porn from an early age, (I'm 43 now), I quit about a week
ago. I had lots of movies and visited pornsites on the internet.
I need real intimacy with the lord in stead of that, especially with the Father.
You may pray that I stick to the choise, staying in his holy precense,
and get free from fear. By the way, I'm joyning a close housegroup of fine
christians, so I'm not completely hopeless or something. I know there's a
call on my life and i can't effort to miss it! Thanx for praying,
Beat the devil,
Arie,
from the
Netherlands.
(although I'm not gay), there's always a helpless little "girl" on the inside, so to say.
As a result of that I experience much fear and pressure, and got addcted
to porn from an early age, (I'm 43 now), I quit about a week
ago. I had lots of movies and visited pornsites on the internet.
I need real intimacy with the lord in stead of that, especially with the Father.
You may pray that I stick to the choise, staying in his holy precense,
and get free from fear. By the way, I'm joyning a close housegroup of fine
christians, so I'm not completely hopeless or something. I know there's a
call on my life and i can't effort to miss it! Thanx for praying,
Beat the devil,
Arie,
from the
Netherlands.
