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sweetness
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i would like to ask for prayer i have been praying for along time and i seem to be not getting no answers the promblem is i and my ex husband got back together he has a promblem with acholol and abusing pills and if i dont give him my medicine or do it i catch hell im accused of being a bitch,whore,having affairs which god knows im not and im crying because he constantly walks off on me leaves me with bills which im behind on and no food and just degrades me im trying to do right in my life and serve god they mock god calls me a church freak and when we were married i got treated awful too abused and couldnt do nothing right he treats my oldest son awful and abuses him because he is by my first marriage and not his all i want out of life is to be happy and in peace and love i keep hoping god something good would come my way if he loves me why does he walk off on me and thats his love for me leaving me all the time to struggle i am trying to raise my boys and its hard because im on disabilty and he makes good money and he doesnt care about his family it seems his acholol and his pills comes before us he has hurt me for many years and i have took him back hoping there was a chance of hope but god i think its time for me to let go and just move on and find happiness but i dont see a man wanting me he has put me down so bad i feel like im not good enough please! bring happiness to me im tired of trying to make it work with him i prayed and i get no answers so im waiting on you i need you god to move in my life and i want the right man to come in my life so im waiting on you to send the right man my way you no the right man for me im done trying to help someone who wont help theirself and wants to make me cry and in pain all the time i desrve to be happy grant me one wish! and bring happiness my way thank you! and god bless you.

, and thank the Lord you were blessed with those boys and their love and your not completely alone. God Bless You! ((HUGS))