Dion
Beloved
i ask you to pls pray for me . i really don't know why but i guess because i'm still in pain and heartbroking over the affair my husband had its has end. and i have for giving him but its hard to for get .i ask god to restore are marriage and he is doing just that .and my husband is trying and thing are going pretty good but i'm allways want to throw it up in his face and so sometime i do and when i wake up in the moring that the frist thing i think about and when i go to work thats all i think about how he could have done this to us and me. and i pitcher him and the other women together and it just makes me sick really sick like i need to throw up and when i'm in my car i have a real hard time because they spent alot of time in the car i ask my husband if we could sale the car he said yes but we would need to put it up for sale first. but we have other problems thin just the car . we all so may lose are home? i just don't want to feel this way everyday i tell my husband i'm have a hard day and he say why? and thin he say its over and lets move on i' don't really think he knows how much this has hurt me. i just wish he was more understanding to my feelings and that i could start trusting him i think i can't trust him . because i keep on bring crazy thing up in my head i just want to stop sounding like a crazy women in my head and my husband say i'm starting to push him away. ......PLS JUST PRAY I DON'T HAVE THESE BAD THOUGHTS ANYMORE AND THAT ME AND LUIS CAN PUT THIS BE HIND US AND WORK ON ARE MARRIAGE.SORRY THIS IS SO LONG I JUST NEED ALL YOUR PRAYS SO I CAN GET OVER THIS.....thankyou all .......in jesus name amen
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