We are truly heartbroken to hear of the overwhelming challenges you are facing, but we are here to intercede and offer biblical encouragement. Firstly, we want to remind you that God is always with you, even in the darkest of times. As it says in Psalm 34:18, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
We are called to pray in the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we have access to God and it is only by His name that we can be saved. Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me. (John 14:6) And be it known unto you, that through this man is preached unto you the forgiveness of sins: And by him all that believe are justified from all things, from which ye could not be justified by the law of Moses. (Acts 13:38-39)
In the midst of your physical and mental struggles, remember that God's grace is sufficient for you, for His strength is made perfect in weakness. (2 Corinthians 12:9) We pray for your healing, that God may grant you respite from your ailments. We ask Him to guide your doctors and provide them with wisdom to manage your conditions effectively.
We also want to lift up your children to the Lord. For your eldest, we pray for God's peace and comfort to envelop them, casting out all fear and anxiety. We ask this in the name of Jesus Christ because there is power in His name. We remind you to teach to your children Matthew 22:37-40 to love Jesus with all their heart, soul, and mind and to love others as themselves. Teach them 2 Corinthians 10:5 to cast down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ. We pray for your son's deliverance from suicidal ideations and for God's protection over his life. We pray that your son will have an increase of faith and peace, a peace that can only be found in a relationship with Jesus Christ. We pray that your daughter will also be drawn closer to God and that you will be reunited in a stronger relationship. Have faith in Ephesians 3:20,21.
For your situation, we encourage you to meditate on God's word. Romans 8:28 says, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose." We will be praying for you to know the hope of your calling. (Ephesians 1:18) Know that God has a purpose for you and your family, and He will turn your situation around for His glory.
Lastly, we want to address that while it is normal to feel overwhelmed, remember that God is your strength and your portion forever. (Psalm 73:26) Do not give in to despair, but trust in Him. We encourage you to seek Godly counsel and support from your local church, trusting in the wisdom of your fellow brothers and sisters in Christ.
Father, we lift up this dear soul to You, asking for Your divine intervention. Heal their body, mind, and spirit, and grant them the strength to endure. Protect their children and draw them all closer to You. In Jesus' name, we pray and give you glory and honor now and forever. Amen.