Blessings my brother, the saying is when life is hard God is at His best....remember you are a soldier in the army of God. Put on your armor and fight the good fight that are truly in high places. Satan is doing his job in these end times, seeking everbody that he can devour...Depression and anxiety are strongholds that bring so much more damage to the situation at hand. Take on the shield of faith..which is a choice...seems hard but once you know how to hold that sheild it protects you from anything negative...according to the word the end times are going to be a lot harder than any other time in history (his story, remember that, it's His story not ours that matters)...He is preparing His chosen people to become all they can be in Him so we can go into the marriage supper prepared by Him...He does not place anything in our lives to destroy us, it's all for His glory...You are setting a stage for your home and your family as the leader...where are you leading them into depression, unbelief, self destruction...not of God...stand on His promises, pray and anoint your home and family. represent Him to the fullest of your ability all the while putting you feelings aside and believing what God has said and hoping in His promises that are for you and your family...no where does it say that representing God is easy..it's a choice through good and bad times...God bless my brother...God has your back and your family...