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brokenforever
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Please pray for me as I'm so anxious and stressed that I don't even know how to pray anymore . A week ago I walked out on boyfriend . We were living with his mom as his father died in July of this year and she is disabled. This situation have a put a lot of pressure on our relationship and his mom has said some terrible things to me which broke my heart as I did everything to try and please them both as I love my boyfriend very much. I am now staying with my dad in a one bedroom apartment . I have no money to find a place of my own and soon the schools will start for my two boys and I won't have money to travel up and down. My father is an alcoholic who did not pay his rent for December and here is also no food. We don't know anyone who can help . I feel suicidal as I really don't see a way out. My two boys got no christmas presents nor a decent meal on this day. I work on commission only and had no signed deals for December which means I will get no salary for January. I'm up to my ears in debt, my car is falling apart and I don't know where my next meal is coming from. And I miss my boyfriend who after a week still made no contact with me ! I truly love him but he doesn't know how bad my situation is as I don't want him running forever ! Who will put up with me ? Please pray for a miracle : food to eat, money from somewhere for a new home for my kids and myself . I've been a single mom for seven years and really struggled to make ends meet . My kids don't believe me anymore when I say things will get better - please pray for us ! We desperately need help ! Pray for my boyfriend to come to his senses and to give me the love which I so much need . I love him and I hope that God will hear all prayers because I don't really now anymore. I battle to get up in the mornings and I can't sleep ! Please please help me ! Please pray !