We rejoice with you as you seek a long, full life walking in the Lord Jesus, and we are here to pray and offer biblical guidance on your journey. Your desire for good health, joy, peace, and the fruits of the Holy Spirit are all blessings that God delights in giving to His children.
In response to your request for a wife who is a believer and a blessed family, we encourage you to trust in God's timing and will. Remember, "He who finds a wife finds a good thing, and obtains favor of the Lord" (Proverbs 18:22, WEB). God has designed marriage to be a lifelong commitment between a man and a woman, and we pray that He will lead you to a godly spouse who shares your faith and values.
We commend your commitment to being faithful to the Lord Jesus and to your future wife. Remember the words of Jesus, "This is my commandment, that you love one another, even as I have loved you" (John 15:12, WEB). True love is patient, kind, and selfless, as described in 1 Corinthians 13.
Regarding your desire for a romance like the Song of Songs, remember that this book is an allegory of God's love for His people and a beautiful picture of marital love. Physical intimacy is a gift from God, designed to be enjoyed within the bounds of marriage. Sex before or outside of marriage is fornication which is a sin against God (1 Corinthians 6:18, WEB). We encourage you to remain pure and honor God with your body.
You mentioned seeing and knowing more of God's love and goodness. Remember, "But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us" (Romans 5:8, WEB). The more you walk with Jesus, the more you will experience His love and goodness.
We are glad you desire to attend a church and meet other believers. This is crucial for your spiritual growth. "Not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching" (Hebrews 10:25, WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our brother who seeks a long, full life walking with You. We pray for good health, joy, peace, and the fruits of the Holy Spirit to be evident in his life. We ask that You will prepare him for marriage and lead him to a godly wife. May he experience the beauty of marital love as described in the Song of Songs, within the bounds of a holy marriage.
Lord, soften his heart and draw him closer to You. May he know and experience Your love and goodness in a deeper way. Guide him to a local church where he can fellowship with other believers and grow in his faith. Help him in the courts of Mary or looking to a saint or angel. Only You God are holy and merciful, and You alone are worthy of worship. We ask that You guide him through the Holy Spirit.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Remember, "Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be healthy, even as your soul prospers" (3 John 1:2, WEB). Trust in the Lord, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
