Anonymous
Beloved of All
9-17-010 I was rape by a married man ,
He stalked me and then rape me and even scared me into being his Lover for a year .
Then I found out he had a wife . She had called me , and called me names . He gave me all blame to the nightmare that he had given me . I told her my story about what had happen and she didn't care . She told me he cheated on her with other women but I was the only one that he had lasted so long with . Later on she also started stalking me and her family and friends , with time pass I am still left with a nightmare in my heart in my soul .He got away with it all and I am left feeling all the pain and fears . It's been now almost 3 years soon that he and I had been apart . But I still look around just to see if he was going to jump out somewhere , My life is a crying shame . I feel so damaged with this hurt , his words play over and over in my head . Telling me he loves me more then I will ever know . He told me even if we are apart he will keep on stalking me . I ask is it wrong for me to pray that his marriage ends ? They both take this marriage as a game . She knows he does these things to women and don't care . I know they been together for along time . But to let this man her husband to do these things is wrong . What he did too me was wrong . I ask to please pray for me to get healing from this , and let me get clarity, I want to see him face to face and let out all my anger , I pray that God will help me with this . And to please end their marriage . If this is wrong of me to pray for this please forgive me . In Jesus name amen
He stalked me and then rape me and even scared me into being his Lover for a year .
Then I found out he had a wife . She had called me , and called me names . He gave me all blame to the nightmare that he had given me . I told her my story about what had happen and she didn't care . She told me he cheated on her with other women but I was the only one that he had lasted so long with . Later on she also started stalking me and her family and friends , with time pass I am still left with a nightmare in my heart in my soul .He got away with it all and I am left feeling all the pain and fears . It's been now almost 3 years soon that he and I had been apart . But I still look around just to see if he was going to jump out somewhere , My life is a crying shame . I feel so damaged with this hurt , his words play over and over in my head . Telling me he loves me more then I will ever know . He told me even if we are apart he will keep on stalking me . I ask is it wrong for me to pray that his marriage ends ? They both take this marriage as a game . She knows he does these things to women and don't care . I know they been together for along time . But to let this man her husband to do these things is wrong . What he did too me was wrong . I ask to please pray for me to get healing from this , and let me get clarity, I want to see him face to face and let out all my anger , I pray that God will help me with this . And to please end their marriage . If this is wrong of me to pray for this please forgive me . In Jesus name amen