Anonymous
Beloved of All
I have no friends. It hurts my feelings when my Mom said that I haven’t been trying harder. I have! I tried school (nobody would talk to me in class, even pre-Covid). I tried the workplace (nobody wants to hang out with me on the weekends except for one woman who doesn’t have the same shift as I do). I even tried the church scene but all the parishes I went to have nobody my age. And even if there was someone my age, they turned out to be a loser/jerk. Another thing that my mother hurt my feelings when she said I don’t click with anyone at all. It’s not my fault that I suffer from Pervasive Development disorder! I can’t get anyone to consider me a friend instead of an acquaintance. I am tired of being the only one who has to make plans. I am also tired of everyone always ignoring me all because I don’t have a cool job (I am an Assistant preschool teacher) like my brothers and cousin do. What should I do? Please Lord, I have been asking for a friend since I was fifteen and nothing has changed at all. There has been a big fat zero progress. Even if there was, it only moved a needle, way too slow! Not to mention I get a relapse all the time. (E.g. Last year, I had one amiga who stopped being friends with me all because something suddenly came up and I couldn’t hang out with her at the last minute!)
I am sorry that friendship is too much to ask but this is very important to me because I don’t want to die alone.
In Jesus’ name we pray. Amen.
I am sorry that friendship is too much to ask but this is very important to me because I don’t want to die alone.
In Jesus’ name we pray. Amen.