Dear God, Please help me, deliver me from torment. I pray for hope, peace, joy, faith. I pray that J will have an awakening and come to know you, that he'll be able to empathize and understand hurt and pain caused. I pray all feelings, emotions, connections with J are completely broken and gone. I pray for healing of my mind and heart. Break any generational curses in my family bloodline. I pray J feels a connection with his newborn and has a desire to be a real father and involved. I bind...