My husband left me almost 15 months ago for another woman. I had to legally divorce him to protect my self from the physical and financial threat of the other woman. I know that God hates divorce and I never felt divorced in my heart from my husband . I have been standing in faith and praying for him for a while now and I am very weary in well doing. He did not talk to me for 4 months and finally called to see me. We were supposed to see each other tomorrow , but he canceled , after I told him that I still loved him and I was praying for him to come back home daily. He said he could sense it all along and it would not be good to see each other as it would be hard on both of us. He said that he felt guilty, I did not deserve what had happened because I was a good Christian wife ,he knew that I loved him, but he had made his choice and he could not hurt his girlfriend and he was happy most of the time with her. I feel devastated, I just knew that he wanted to come home and now I guess I blew it by telling him that I still loved him. I also told him that his relationship with her would never be holy or blessed , even if he married her because it would always be adultery in his eyes. I need help and prayer and I am sure that he does , too. I think that he is punishing himself for choosing her. Please pray for the restoration of my marriage and cast away the evil spirit behind the woman who stole my husband.