Jesus remember this man like the thief on the cross who realized his fault and became humble. Don't make his family suffer for his actions rather give mercy to them, and may this man find grace in your love Lord Jesus.
My friend I know what your going through may have brought shame to you, and embarrassment, but taking your life is not the answer. It will take time, but show your family you have changed, show them that you still care for them, even if they reject it at first. I pray to Jesus that they find it in there heart's to forgive you and move past this ugly affair. I pray that the Court finds you guiltless, and that God will provide you to pay back the full amount of which you have taken, and that people will see that you learned from this mistake and forgive you. "May those who are without sin, cast the first stone," and may God forgive you aswell. I forgive you my friend.
Father, God, Jesus, please give this man peace and comfort and please help steer him away from suicidal thoughts. His family needs him and there is not such thing as a perfect Father, except for you Father God. For all have sinned and fallen short of your glory, Father please forgive this man, show him your mercy, your love, and forgiveness. Father I pray this in Jesus name, Amen.
May God bless you my friend, Hang in there.