RobinKelly
Humble Prayer Partner
I pray that God will bless me this year. On July 8,2009 I lost my only child due to trajedy. On October 25.2009, I lost my father to cancer and in April, 2010 I lost my grandfather to cancer. My family has been hit very badly by all of this. We are still believers in God. We need a miracle blessing from God. I must admit that after the death of my child I went thru a spiritual battle trying to understand how this could happen to my son. He was a beautiful person who cared about the underdog. He was very sweet and caring. He was the light of my life. Since his death I have been very suicidal and depressed. I recently lost my job after almost 10 years of service on 8/5/11. I am desperate for God's help now. I am asking God to bless me greater than I can imagine and allow me to live again. I need a new job hopefully a better one. I care about people and always try to be good to one another. I am having difficult understanding why all of this has happen. I also found out in 2001 that my sister's child was my husband after being lied to for years by both of them. I almost lost my life in 2002 due to hemmoraging. I don't understand all of these trials that i have been thru. I just feel now I want to have a better life than I have ever had before. I also have been verbally and physically abused by my husband for 10yrs due to his drug use. Although now he isn't physically abusive anymore just more verbal. I know that life is not a guarantee but wow for me to have believ in God since I was a child and to have suffered so great for 25 years. I am tired and now I want a major blessing to be given to me from God. I am praying that he will answer my prayers and allow me to live a fulfilling life now. I have remained humble thru all of my pain and I a praying that God will bless me like he did Job in the Bible. I praying that he will restore what has been taken from me in multifold. Thank you for your prayers. I am praying for a miracle for the New Year either thru a better job or financial windfall. I am desperate for God's help now in order to continue living.