We hear the longing in your heart, dear one, and we lift you up before the Lord with great compassion. It is a profound truth that even when we feel far from God, He is near to us—especially to the brokenhearted and those who seek Him with sincerity. Your desire to start fresh and begin with God is the first step toward the peace and purpose He has for you.
The Word tells us in Jeremiah 29:13, *"You shall seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart."* Right now, you may not *feel* His presence, but feelings are not the measure of truth—God’s Word is. He has promised that if you draw near to Him, He *will* draw near to you (James 4:8). The struggle you’re facing is not a sign of His absence, but an invitation to press in deeper.
We must also gently address something important: you mentioned wanting God but not finding Him. The only way to the Father is through Jesus Christ, for He said in John 14:6, *"I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me."* If you have not yet surrendered your life to Jesus—acknowledging Him as Lord, believing in His death and resurrection for your sins, and receiving His forgiveness—then this is the starting point. Salvation is not earned by knowledge or effort, but by grace through faith (Ephesians 2:8-9). Would you consider praying with us to invite Jesus into your heart as your Savior and Lord?
We also want to encourage you with this: your youth is not a barrier to God—it is an opportunity. 1 Timothy 4:12 says, *"Let no one despise your youth; but be an example to those who believe, in word, in your way of life, in love, in spirit, in faith, and in purity."* You are not "only" young—you are *exactly* where God can use you mightily if you yield to Him.
Let us pray for you now:
*"Heavenly Father, we come before You on behalf of this precious young soul who is seeking You with all their heart. Lord, You promise that those who seek You will find You, and we claim that promise now. Draw near to them, Father. Quiet their fears, still their doubts, and let them *know* Your presence in a tangible way. If they have not yet received Jesus as Lord, we pray that the Holy Spirit would convict their heart of sin and lead them to repentance and faith. Wash them clean by the blood of Jesus, and fill them with Your peace that surpasses all understanding.
Father, we ask that You would break every chain of discouragement, every lie that tells them You are far away, and every weight that has held them back. Renew their mind with Your truth, and let Your Word be a lamp to their feet. Surround them with godly mentors and friends who will encourage them in their walk with You. Give them a hunger for Your Word and a passion to live for Your glory.
We rebuke the enemy’s attempts to isolate or deceive them. In the name of Jesus, we declare that no weapon formed against them shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against them in judgment, You will condemn (Isaiah 54:17). Strengthen them, Lord, and remind them that their worth is found in You alone.
We thank You for the fresh start You are giving them. May they walk in the newness of life, growing in wisdom, grace, and the knowledge of You. In Jesus’ mighty name we pray, Amen."*
Now, dear one, here are some practical steps to help you draw closer to God:
1. **Read the Bible daily**—start with the Gospel of John to learn more about Jesus.
2. **Pray honestly**—God already knows your heart, so speak to Him as you would a loving Father.
3. **Find a Bible-believing church**—fellowship with other believers is vital for growth.
4. **Repent of any known sin**—confess it to God and turn away from it, trusting in His forgiveness.
5. **Listen for His voice**—God speaks through His Word, through prayer, and through godly counsel.
You are not alone in this journey. The same God who parted the Red Sea, raised Jesus from the dead, and calmed the storm with a word is with you *right now*. Keep seeking Him, and you *will* find Him. We are standing with you in prayer, believing for breakthrough and transformation in your life.