Thank you all for keeping me in your prayers today.
What I can say is that the enemy is strong and busy - the minute you start to tune yourself up, he begins tuning himself up. Just pressuring you to think that you are fighting this fight alone - with out God.
In these cases the enemy may come as missed or lack of opportunity. Or malfunctions, mistakes, disorganization, bureaucracy, or sickness. Or ... he may go ahead and let you shine...but then will surround you with confused, hurt, broken, bitter, aloof souls that have just given up caring for themselves, let alone their work or strangers...at every instance and one after the other...
But I will tell you what. The enemy may have brought me down for a few minutes, maybe even 30 minutes. But by the grace of God I remembered a few things...I am a child of God - I dont care what happened when, who said what , how long it took or what short comings there may be - you aint going to shame me, or doubt me, anger me, disillusion me, or sadden me into just not trying to pick myself up. Iam loved by God. I am favored by God and I am blessed with righteousness by Him.
With God all things are possible.
Out of my faith, out of my prayer. Out of my mouth, out of my action.
No matter where God sends me His word will work. I will stay steadfast in the word because when the storms come, the word of God is so powerful that it will change everything around it to line up with it. God will move by my faith! In the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
I am so animated, I nearly want to swear but I wont

Its just that I know what a day like this would have done to my heart, spirit, and self esteem, some months ago or some years ago. But by the grace of God, right now, I feel like brushing my shoulders off and saying "This
battle aint over!"

God is really good. I didn't know that I could come this far by faith - of not just the God -out there- ...but the God that's inside me. We are strong and we are powerful.
Please keep me in your prayers this week. Im actually laughing by myself here - it just occurred to me - The great thing about betting on God, even in the simplest of things if you really do look at it and weigh it...righteousness can not be denied. goodness, rightness, bestness ...not in the secular world or the religious world.
Everybody, keep working at it. And continue to put action behind your faith.
Thank you for praying for me. I believe in Matt 18:20 - God Bless you. I pray that I can pray meaningfully for you and others as well.