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Heidi
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Heavenly father, please be with me. I feel depressed. I try to lift my spirits. I can't seem to get out of this rut. I do good for a few days. Then I'm back down. Forgive me father, I think it's the holidays, and the split up of the family. ### has been gone almost 2 wks. I still haven't been Christmas shopping. I just can't get into it this year. I shouldn't have everybody around me suffer, because I am. Father, I know the true meaning of Christmas. It's the only thing keeping me going. I'm just not in any mood to buy Christmas gifts for anybody. I still live in the same house as ### through this divorce. I don't even know if I buy him a Christmas present. I don't know what's the right thing to do. I would have no clue what to get him. He's leaving us. I'm having to purge my household stuff to move home with my parents. Yet my children want things for Christmas that will take up more room at my parents' house. Lord, just be with me. I just don't know what to do. In Jesus Name, amen.
