Theresa, please don't let the plate of circumstances let you down. It can't stay there forever. It has an expiration date. Even though you are surrounded by the circumstances, you can still pull through. (yes, you can)
What you have on the inside should be able to carry you through.
Theresa, lets look at what Jesus says. (I am a believer, and a follower of Jesus, not by words only, but by deeds, a doer of the word of God)
So Theresa are you going to follow the captian of your salvation?
Here it is MATTHEW 7:24 Therefore, whosoever (Therera) heareth these saysing of mine, and DO THEM, I will liken him (liken/compare him) to a wise man which built his HOUSE UPON A ROCK:
The rain descended, and the floods came, and the wind blew, and beat upon that house; and IT FELL NOT: for it was FOUNDED UPON A ROCK.
(when our foundation is built on Christ, the choices we make according to the teaching of Jesus, trusting in his words, believing in His words, doing what the word of God says, we are building up strength to endure the difficulties in lives, so we can stand the storms, wind, in life.
V26 And everyone that heareth these saying of mine, and do not do them
will be liken unto a foolish man, which built his HOUSE UPON THE SAND.
When the rained descended, & the floods, & the wind blew, & beat upon that house, it fell. Because it was built on SAND.
What way satan disarm us is to discourage, hopeless, this is spiritual attack which is aim at our mind(the battle ground for satan, he has his avenge, revenge at God through our mind)
It is imperative for you to come to Jesus. For there is no other name under heaven whereby we can be saved. No one can every die for our sins but Jesus. So Theresa, for you to have salvation, complete victory, Chirst has to be your savior. He will forgive our sins, and cleanse us from unrighteousness. Ask Him to be Lord over your entire life, and forgive your sins. For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God.
Jeremiad 29:11
For I Know the the thoughts that I think towards you, saith the Lord
thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
In other words a good future.
Jeremiah 29:13 and you shall seek me and find me, when you shall reach for me with all your heart.
Father I lift up Theresa in Jesus name that YOU show her through YOUR words how much YOU love her, and with an everlasting love. Father, may she hunger and thirst after YOU. FATHER draw her with the cords of YOUR LOVE. Father I pray as she seek after YOU, she will begin to see the gifts you have given her. Even her gifts to prosper
Now, Theresa, lets curse that Suicide demon.
Father in the name of Jesus Theresa and I bind & drive away the spirit of death over her life. We drive away the spirit of suicide, discouragement, lies in the name of Jesus. You have no place in her life.
Theresa don't fret, just trust in God.
God bless you