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katiec
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I'm having trouble praying to you so it's much easier for me to write it out. I've just been struggling so much within myself lately. I need to thank you though. You have truly blessed me with good fortune so I feel guilty asking for anything more. Lord, I ask that you help me loosen up on my need for control. I've been trying so hard to manipulate everything that happens to me in order to reach my life's ideal. In reality, what I want may not be what is right for me. I need help taking more chances. Please help me God... I am ready for a change. Whatever it may be, please let it come quickly, please. And please help me on my journey to a stronger relationship with you. I need somebody to lean on, someone to show me the way and ensure me that there is a plan and purpose for my life and that I will find happiness and fulfillment. And I know I can only find that with you. Make me strong please but more reliant in you. Lord, I am also looking for the day that love will not break my heart. I would like to be given the opportunity to build a relationship with someone who is kind, funny, and God honoring... please... Jesus, I am so lonely. I know it is not my call to make, this is just my plea... thank you for your endless stream of blessings and for your work I am too blind to see. I just need help Lord.... please. I love you.
