seekingpeacenhappiness
Humble Servant of All
Dear Lord, I haven't felt my heart feel what it feels right now in a while. What just happened? I heard a song and I cannot help but feel like maybe it's a sign, I don't know if it's that I don't want to accept that maybe just maybe he has changed. Am I falling weak, what did I do. I don't even want to type what I could be thinking. I finally got the chance to tell my sister a little bit of what I have been wanting to tell her but as soon as I leave I break down. Dear Lord she is my sister but take over all that surrounds me. This is all new to me and I am trying to determine here on this world who is who and how to make sure I stay down your path. There are certain signs I see so clear Father but others I just can't figure out. I had not felt this anxiety in a long time. I don't like the way it feels. On another note father could it be my response to when ### reached out to me again. I honestly don't know how to deal with that situation father, you see offered to help with this business opportunity. He keeps trying to get to know me, was this a test and maybe that is why I feel the way I feel, because maybe I feel like I did not pass. I can definitely say that I want to stay strong, give me the strength to know my boundaries and stay true to you. Remove all obstacles, I also asked you father to allow me to know the difference. I have turned him down so many times, please don't allow me to make the wrong move. I thought it could open more doors father. Please give me wisdom, the desire is there and give me strength. I've been so sure in my walk and I don't understand how in an instant after one song I can feel like calling my ex-fiance and saying let's work it out. It was so easy, to keep my mouth shut today at work. Why can't I do the same with her. Please let me close my eyes tonight father and wake up knowing I am still in your hands, you are still holding me close. My Fiance told me he was removing himself out of my life, I cannot say I am not partly to blame for that, Why is this so hard.
Dear Father, Please also carry my dear friend ###. She is not sure whether she belongs in the church she has been visiting. Her friend had a dream and she is not sure this is the home of worship for her. Please give her the wisdom, she has been a very good friend to me. I truly appreciate and admire her wisdom and strength.
Dear Father I plea for you to allow me to see clearly what is my destiny with my ex-fiance. You have spoken to me several times. I don't know if this uncertainty at this very moment means I need to act fast before it's too late. But this feeling is overwhelming and take over my heart body mind and soul. I plea the blood of Jesus over all that is me. Place all barriers where they should be Father. AMEN
Dear Father, Please also carry my dear friend ###. She is not sure whether she belongs in the church she has been visiting. Her friend had a dream and she is not sure this is the home of worship for her. Please give her the wisdom, she has been a very good friend to me. I truly appreciate and admire her wisdom and strength.
Dear Father I plea for you to allow me to see clearly what is my destiny with my ex-fiance. You have spoken to me several times. I don't know if this uncertainty at this very moment means I need to act fast before it's too late. But this feeling is overwhelming and take over my heart body mind and soul. I plea the blood of Jesus over all that is me. Place all barriers where they should be Father. AMEN
