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The last two weeks have been trying to say the least. Too much to give details, but personal life, Dad with cancer, Mom fell and fractured two vertebra in her neck -- she will be fine physically but now she's going through a depression, poorly chosen words on my part have possibly hurt a friend (mark), salvation for mark, career decision escapes me, in my relationship with mark has been marked by fear on both our parts ...... and the last three nites I have felt under attack. I can't even tell you what specific prayers I'm asking for. I know I desperately would like hearts of forgiveness for the friend I hurt and that God's might and power will be seen by us growing closer through this adversity rather than growing apart. That one disappoints me the most. I always ask God to let me bring encouragement and a strength to all my friends and I feel I failed Him. I don't want to ever fail Him. I know He forgives, and He understands that I am human, but the fact remains that no one wants to disappoint the Father.
