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So it has come to this...

I don't often ask for prayer from this website, but I'm in desperate need of it now. I'm extremely depressed myself, and my faith is at an all-time low. I know that there's a God, that Jesus is the Son of God, and that He died on the cross for me, but I have lost faith that God wants to even consider listening to my prayers. For me recently, the heavens have been like brass and iron, and I'm despairing.

I went and formed a prayer group on -banned site- that initially really looked like it had the LORD's blessing, but it really isn't bearing much fruit, and I've just dealt with the second brouhaha because I'm the admin who formed the group. I am furious and angry at one individual in particular who mistakes spiritual pride for power, and I'm seriously fried at him for pulling his prideful abuse. One member left because of people ganging up on her, and in the end I was more or less helpless to stop it unless I started cracking heads, issuing warnings, and what have you--she left the group before I could really rescue her from the bullying. I'm very angry that people didn't listen to me, and my flesh wants to beat these people mercilessly for what they did. I'm trying to put to death the deeds of the flesh, and not overreact, but I won't lie to you, people, I'm livid over what just happened.

I'm also despairing because I feel that the LORD isn't listening to my prayers anymore, and I'm also despairing because my mother and father--who didn't care thing one about me when I was growing up, because they idolized their alcohol and their domestic violence--won't let go of me at age 48 and won't leave me alone, can't stop trying to control me. As much as I've tried to forgive them, I can't do it--not in my strength. I've cried out to the LORD to help me forgive them, but so far, nothing yet. [WARNING: DO NOT LECTURE ME ON FORGIVENESS. I **KNOW** I'M SUPPOSED TO FORGIVE THEM, THAT'S WHY I'M ASKING FOR PRAYERS FOR GOD'S DIRECT INTERVENTION IN MY HEART.] I'm requesting prayer so that God **GRANTS** me the ability to truly forgive, that He grants me the healing and the strength to do it. Unfortunately, a final showdown is also going to have to be necessary for any sort of real forgiveness to take place.

I'm despairing that God hasn't stopped the slow-motion disaster at Fukushima.

I'm despairing that the HEAVENS ARE BRASS AND IRON RIGHT NOW, and I can't seem to find my way out of this.

I'm despairing because I look over the wasteland that is my life, and wonder why God doesn't just take my life, and end my misery **right now**, because all I see is mental suffering, and I would just as soon die. No husband, no answered prayer, no family to call my own, only waste, waste, waste, waste...

I'm trying to switch the focus off of myself and onto Jesus, but I won't lie: it's been almost impossible, and I can't seem to do it for any length of time.

PLEASE PRAY FOR ME...

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Prayer is often a process during which not only do we wait on God, but also God waits on us to accomplish and learn certain things. This process of renewing our minds with the Word takes time and effort, but there is no other way to "prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God."

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Lord, I Lift My Dear Sister to you Just Now. Lord, Take away these feelings of total desperation and despair and her anger, Lord. I Humbly Pray she will find your way to let go of the past, the hurt, the abuse, for you Lord, we are here today Lord, because you want us to be Lord, or we still will live there Lord, like the enemy wants Lord. Lord, Refresh her, May she feel your Presence so overwhelmingly Lord, Just Now, For you know every single thing that is happening just now. Yes, Julie had a very tough childhood and this still rules in her Lord, like concrete, Lord, Only you can remove and renew her Life in your Love and Joy. This will Happen Lord, You can Renew her Lord, This I know for certain, and this I Pray for to you Lord. Lord, I know she is a very intelligent woman, and I adore her Lord, as you do and so many others here on this site. Lord, Absolutely none of us are perfect, we go into projects with your compassion in our hearts and sometimes things Like this Happen Lord, that are beyond our control, but you can and you will take care of this Lord. We per say, won't have to do a single thing, you have your way Lord, to take care of these circumstances Lord, ALWAYS. You Tell us Lord, Vengeance is yours and I know this to be true Lord.

I Pray for your Direction for her just now, Her life is Your Life Lord, she has brought many to you Lord, and she has helped so many. Lord, I Plea for you to help her to see what a Blessing she is Lord, She has accomplished so much in your Love for her Lord. Take away the Lies Lord, Take away this feeling of being unworthy Lord, for she is Your Divine Child, A Child of the King of Kings, Give her this Confidence Lord, Your Mercy Lord.

In Jesus Name I Pray Amen


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Plead my cause, oh LORD, with the demons that strive with me; fight against them that fight against me.

Take hold of shield and buckler, and stand up for mine help.

Draw out also the spear, and stop the way against them that persecute me: say to my soul, I am thy salvation...

In the Name of Jesus, Amen.

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want of great faith i intercede for you in the name of jesus and i myself can relate with you because i too held unforgiveness for many years from rejection,fear,abuse,from husband,unfaithfullness,adultery,you name it i still to have alot of prayers that have not manifested yet i still believe under no matter what it looks like that god have not forgotten about me and guess what all of your prayers that went forth for others even when you werwe in need of prayer yourself is the antidote that it took to cause god to go to work on your be-half i pray that you will see a sign that your prayers werwe not in vain hold on woman of god he that say that he will come will come trust him and watch what happens we are overcome by the words of our testimony praise god

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Lord, I pray for LaMatadora. May she find peace. May doors open for opportunities for her. May her depression be lifted. May her faith strengthen. May her prayers be heard. In Jesus name. Amen

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I understand your frustration and disillusionment over what appears to be a dry and barren end to what you hoped would be a blessing to many. I want to encourage you not to give up on what you say you believe. Sometimes we have some unresolved issues that often stop us when we face stern obstacles in our pursuits for excellence. One thing for sure is that we will never be able to please people all the time, therefore we have to know in our hearts that God loves and approves us, and just do our best to seek Him and succeed in what He has for us to do. And while we want to be accepted and approved by others, we cannot rely or put any faith in it. Ultimately, we have no one to blame but ourselves. Please reaffirm your commitment and trust in God's sovereignty and let Him guide your next step. Anger will only make you miserable.

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Dear, bro/sis I prayed for you.

May God bless you !

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Let go and let God. In the name of Jesus, amen!

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VICTORY. God gained the victory today in a battle I had to fight. Thank you, Lord Jesus, Son of the Living God!!! Song of thanksgiving: WITHOUT THE PRAYERS OF EVERYONE HERE, I couldn't have done it.


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Heavenly Father, I ask that you hear your servant's prayers, and ease her heart and mind. Renew her faith in you, Lord, and help her to remember that our Lord God is in control. Release her from the worry stemming turmoil caused by others, and help her to heal, for she is a child of Christ and deserving of so much more. Help guide her relationship with her parents back to one consisting of love, understanding and respect for one another. And help my sister to remember she is not alone in her suffering, to know there are many who feel their life is empty, myself included. But through your grace, dear Lord, and our prayers together, we can find the strength to renew our faith, and carry on. In Jesus name I pray. Amen

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Dear Precious but battered Soul/Tormented soul,I'm left speechless by your prayer for me.I can only hope to honor you ,repay you for it by asking God to please Start by HEALING you wounds.I see,that your wounds run so deep,far back that they are too deep for Utterance.Holy Spirit,I Humbly ask you to Plse,in the name of Jesus,Cover her wounds with your BLOOD,traced back to childhood by abusive,neglectful parents+ I Bind the spirit of Alcoholism+Domestic Violence +the repercussions it inflicted on her!We also share a common,hindering spirit-I BIND the SPIRIT of DELAYS in Marrying OFF of us!Let us Agree sister,We Loose All the wonders of his LOVE+GRACE, Abundance according to his riches + Glory.Let's Speak it into Existance-WE shall Recover ALL God meant for us to have+the Devil MUST Repay 7x what he stole!!!!LORD JESUS,When she writes flatly,she has no husband,no family of her own,it's like-she's me in a parallel universe.I know ,identify w/her pain.Like Naomi, we feel passed by,neglected+ truly Compomised-as a woman,a believr +a follower.GIVE her FAVOR as a Shield from this moment on.No WEAPON or Word Spoken/Raised against her shall Prosper! I ReBUKE the Spirit of Bael OFF her(those who may have spoken words of doubt over u,out of jealousy, and just plain out of spite!)It appears Satan has tried to Distort/destroy her intention to honor you by forming a prayer site+ turn it into something sinister for his own agenda.But,Lord YOU HAVE THE LAST WORD! You say vengance is yours.yes,I must admit to relishing the thought many a time @vengance, but it is SOOOOOO Gratifying, it is your right+ pleasure to CONTEND W/THOSE WHO CONTEND W/US.I once received scripture from Jayrene re;revenge+ how we are robbing God of the heaps of recompense in store for who wronged us,maligned us,etc.+ it satified my soul for a few days.I pray that You Are heaped w/so much Extravagant love,mercy+ joy that it sclipses all the bad things currently seizing you w/grief+sorrow.When I read Psalms,I find all kinds of great Battle prayers,metaphors+ I take up my armor for spiritual warfare.But,I don't feel like God hears my pryr or not,maybe bc I'm not David?I don't know.But,I cling to those battle scriptures bc I often feel in battle.I PRAY,FERVENTLY,Lord -Make up for the days she was AFFLICTED?(Zech)For her shame,trouble,GIVE HER DOUBLE?You KNOW she's been TARGETED by the enemy,like most GREAT PPLe in life,+ for Christ often are.Therefore, EARMARK her now for great Compensation,Father!I pray,Lord, that You Empower us Single Women ,THOUGH WE MAY LOSE SOME BATTLES,LET US NOT LOSE THE WAR!!!let us also,as U promise in Isiah 34;16"...None Shall Want for a Mate,..." "Come to pass,before We call, You will answer thee..."(Isaiah 65;24)I'm praying for you,sister-in -Christ.In the Mighty nme of Jesus, the name Above All things,which All must Submit to in Heaven+Earth,I make this pryer request known to you,Abba,AMEN

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ABBA, I am astounded and moved to the depths of my soul at the outpouring of love, concern, and PRAYER on this thread through the Body of Christ here on this site. Truly, Father, You have heard my prayer, my cry from the depths of my soul. You are indeed Adonai Yahweh Mephalti, the LORD God My Deliverer, for You are leading me out of spiritual Egypt with a mighty and an outstretched hand. You have heard my cries and have answered them through the Bride of Jesus, the Holy Spirit, and Christ Jesus--Who lives to ever make intercession for us! I lift up this moving video as thanksgiving to You and rejoice in praise and thanksgiving that You have heard and delivered me, In the Name of JESUS, THE ALPHA AND THE OMEGA. AMEN, AMEN!


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PRAISE YOU LORD JESUS CHRIST!!! GLORY TO YOUR NAME FOREVER AND EVER.. HALLELUJAH!!!! WOOHOO!!! The victory is ours Lord God by the power of your name!!!

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Just want to add this.. I cant edit my first post

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I maybe late, but want to share this to you sis... our situation may be very different but I know how you feel, I feel that too.. God has given me this, and I just keep on reading and reading this Psalm everytime I feel so down and my mind frets and bad memories come back:

Psalm 37:1-11

1 Do not fret because of evil men or be envious of those who do wrong;

2 for like the grass they will soon wither, like green plants they will soon die away.

3 Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.

4 Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.

5 Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this:

6 He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

7 Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes.

8 Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret—it leads only to evil.

9 For evil men will be cut off, but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land.

10 A little while, and the wicked will be no more; though you look for them, they will not be found.

11 But the meek will inherit the land and enjoy great peace.

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Just want to add this.. I cant edit my first post

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I maybe late, but want to share this to you sis... our situation may be very different but I know how you feel, I feel that too.. God has given me this, and I just keep on reading and reading this Psalm everytime I feel so down and my mind frets and bad memories come back:

Psalm 37:1-11

1 Do not fret because of evil men or be envious of those who do wrong;

2 for like the grass they will soon wither, like green plants they will soon die away.

3 Trust in the Lord and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture.

4 Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.

5 Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him and he will do this:

6 He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

7 Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes.

8 Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret—it leads only to evil.

9 For evil men will be cut off, but those who hope in the Lord will inherit the land.

10 A little while, and the wicked will be no more; though you look for them, they will not be found.

11 But the meek will inherit the land and enjoy great peace.

I AM ***ASTONISHED.*** Now I KNOW this is the LORD talking to me!!! The name of the prayer group I started is PSALM 37. The LORD HAS USED YOU, JAYRENE, TO GIVE ME A TRUE WORD OF HOPE AND COMFORT...

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